I was wrong...

"He" wasn't weaker. Maybe "He; was just busy somewhere else or maybe "He" wanted to test me, to play with me.  Yesterday night "He' took Marek again. And today they already left. "He" appeared right after I commented at Zeke Strahm's blog asking for some guides. I didn't see "Him" but I felt right away when "He" started to watch me.  I went to sleep ,telling my boyfriend that I'm just tired, and then when I woke up at the middle of the night they were both gone. My boyfriend got back home when I felt asleep again. It's 2:00 at night here and Marek is missing again. 
If someone heard about any cases of people that where somehow released from "His" influence pleas tell me bout it or direct me to their blogs (there's so many of them that it's hard  sometime to find informations You are looking for).
I also hope that M or Zeke will answer to my messages. I know that they have  many own problems and that probably they get lots of such a requests but maybe they have some crucial informations that may help. They seem to by the biggest experts of slender Man at the moment (at least as far as I know) thats why I tried to contact them. 
I fell so lonely and so weak at the moment. I should be dead right now... He wouldn't have to go trough all of this each night if that bastard would just killed me. 
I don't know what else I could do... How to stop this nightmare... It's like I,m in a cage... "His' cage... I fell like an animal that "He" may watch, heart or kill whenever "He" wishes... 
Tomorrow again Marek will not remember anything. He will smile to , try to make me laugh and all I will do is play this little game. I don't know how long I can keep it up...


Cath

How I ended up here...

What I need to write here about.. It just won't be easy. I'm not a brave person. I'm more a runner than a fighter. But I feel like I have no other choice left than finding help in Internet. I should probably start by a short introduction. My name is Cath I leave in Poland in Wrocław with my Boyfriend Marek. We've been together for three years now and It's been great until we met "Him". I became "His "victim. As most of people who eventually had been haunted by "Him" I watched Marble Hornets read some blogs and suddenly I became frightened as hell. I kept looking back over my shoulder, searching "Him" in every area I was at. At the beginning I was just paranoid but after a while something changed. I started to sens someones presence around me. Then came the dreams I was walking next to "Him" and a voice in my head explained me many strange and scary things that luckly I was able to erase from my memory or I just don't want to acknowledge as real. I wish they aren't real, maybe that was only my imagination.  Now I know that it was back then when he reached to my boyfriend. I told him everything about the tall bald businessman that I saw few times after the dreams started appearing, I showed him blogs and all the stuff in the Internet. I made a biggest mistake ever. Mistake that is reason for my current situation. He said that I'm just tired and stressed and that Slender Man wasn't real... Nothing new in compare to other stories about "Him" that i read. Three weeks later he knew that I was right. We seen "Him" regularly , we were both stalked by "Him". Dreams started appear more frequently and they were much more scary. I was heaving a memory loses and what was the worst part "He" started to appear at our apartment. Staring at us like a lion before attack. One day "He" just poped out of nowhere right in front of us. I started to cry and beg "Him" to end this write there at that moment. I'm not as strong as Marek was... He jumped up from his chair with a knife in his hand (he bought it for protection although we knew it was useless) and stood between us . "Over mi dead body !" he screamed in "His" face (oh God if he at least had face...). That monster started to morphing. Soon he had eight arms directed towards my boyfriend. He looked like a spider. Like a fucking biggest spider from nightmares that you ever seen. He was going to use them to attack , they moved towards Marek and suddenly they stopped in a half way. Monster twisted his head in a strange degree and was staring at my beloved one. I felt so much hatred and anger coming from "Him".  Than "He" just disappeared as suddenly as "He" appeared in our room. We were standing there jittery and shocked. He droped the knife and hugged me. From that day everything settled down a little bit for about a week. "He" caught us at a walk but this time "He" wasn't waiting for invitation. "His" hands stretched out towards Marek . I screamed in fear but again he just stopped about 15 inches in front of Marek's chest. "He" tried again and again every time stopping at the same point. "He" was furious  , I could feel that. After few more attempts he vanished once again. First we thought that his playing games with us but then it hit me. Somehow Marek was unreachable for him. At least in physical way. It was strange because we knew what "He" is capable of and we never heard about such a case. We didn't know what to think about it or even is it truth but that thought was at least a little bit comforting. Next week passed without any strange circumstances. "He" showed up again at our apartment. "His" arms kept moving and morphing. I couldn't count how many of them there was. Marek gathered all his courage and yeld at him "Dont you get it beach ! You can't have me ! Get over it and get the fuck out of here! " he tried to act it as though as he could howewer I've seen how his hands were shaking. Monster stopped morphing "He" stayed with four arms growing out from his back. "He" hated Marek so much. "He" wanted to kill him but he couldn't. "He" could do something else... After all I was there... "He" turned his head towards me. If "He" had a mouth he wood start to laugh at as. "He" looked at Marek again. I don't know what happened then but I believed Monster showed him something. "He" became so pale suddenly and his eyes where screaming. Marek just noded at "Him" and the Slender Man was gone. My boyfriends only answer to what just happened was to not worry and that I will be safe now. I know when someone isn't telling me everything at that was that kind of moment. I guess back then I knew what happened but I didn't wanted to believe it. Next week was pretty much best week I ever had. He organized a romantic walks and dinner. I was still nervous of course and I was still looking over my shoulder but he kept comforting me that I am safe and that from now on I have to forget about everything what happened lately and keep living a normal life. I still suspected that he is hiding something but I also wanted to believe him. To believe in our happily ever after. It was Friday when he revealed the truth. Monster showed him that He will kill me in front of him will cut my chest open and than hang my dead body on a tree unless Marek will willingly became "His" servant. He decided to agree in the name of our love, in the name of keeping me safe.  I yield at him I yield that this is nonsense that he can't help that bastard that we will fight together till the end. He just smiled and said that he always knew that i was braver than him and that he isn't brave enough to risk my life. Then he kissed my and went out I just sat there for few ours like frozen. I should have run after him. I'm a coward because I just couldn't move and you know why ? I saw "His" reflection in a mirror hanging in a hallway. "He" was already waiting. I cried for whole weekend and then at monday morning Marek came back. Just like that, like nothing happened. Since then I tried to make him remember but he is just closed to some signals. I watched Marble Hornets million times with him but 10 minutes after watching it he just forgets about it. Nights are the worst. I see "Him" every night he never looks at me , at least he's keeping his part of deal , "He" wakes up Marek and takes him somewhere. After that I dream nightmares about children kidnapped by Slender Man and my boyfriend in Thotheark's mask. Recently he started to act different he don't leave at nights and has some nightmares (maybe in dreams he remember his sins). I read somewhere that  "He" is weaker at winter . Maybe that's the reason. I have to say it's been colder then ever lately.  I decided to take my chance and write it all down at this blog. I managed to make Marek to write his one one to see what will appear in there (tricked him by saying about learning english this way, I hope someone  more experienced  will read it and help). Maybe I will  contact someone from those blogs I was talking about... M and maybe Zeke...

Please help...
Cath